From The Catalog
I find myself in bed prematurely at a party, a direct result of adjusting my sleeping pattern to my foreign girlfriend. I believe it entirely reasonable too. I believe my deviation from standard policies is growing and yet… I care not. Not only do I feel I gain more from the time syncing to Bulgaria, but often I value the company of the person I care most about far too much, a trait I often find with my partners. Strange the thoughts late of a night anyway, sleep well, those that care xxx
So somebody broke into my account, deleted everybody I follow and set links up I’d rather didn’t exist. They also commented I should change my password, I have 3 suspects, of whom I only really think one did it. You have no idea how much I hope I’m wrong but it seems most like this person.today should be interesting at least, 2 days before my exam resit.
Now I want people’s opinion if you still care, should I start to care about and try to fix things in my past. Previously I have just moved on, this is very cruel and after lots of thought I can even cite exactly which childhood moments spawned it. I know it is a bad thing to do and these people are good people; I always took the easy option. It has led to mistakes in my past too. Mistakes I clearly cover up but forgetting about these past people, self propagating now that I type it, still we shall see now that the foundations of efforts are being laid.
i hate it when
there’s like a feeling in your gut that something is very wrong and the feeling is so strong that it makes you feel physically ill but the problem is that there’s actually nothing wrong so you don’t know what to do
and the feeling just doesn’t go away
OH MY GOD OTHER PEOPLE GET THIS
what if you have a soul mate and thats what happens
when theyre in trouble
Tumblr users should make a book
Just thought my hair looked nice
You know what nevermind, I think I will talk a little on a probably very significant event that happened recently. I failed one of my papers at University, so I need to resit it
That FYI is 39/100, an actual fail. :(
Causes: I like to think it was the special circumstances within my emotions due to the Sapphire incident, but I in truth I still don’t fully know.
I believe the results will be mostly positive academically, as now I have a huge driver, but equivalently I realize how easy it would be to give up now. I know better what is important to me and having this degree isn’t. I do it for the interest in the subject, nothing more.
I’m in a mood to be interested while I do all this revision. Questions are welcome on this day. (I mean to be fair they are always welcome, but I thought I would highlight it particularly now)